Thursday, May 15, 2008

Worrying, stressing, Not worth it!!!

I am always stressing over something, worrying about some little detail of my life, and I've always known it, but lately I have come to realize the sheer stupidity of it. Stressing over something, well, what happens happens, and if I give it my all, and still fall short, I have nothing to be ashamed of. Worrying, worrying. That's really, really stupid. God has shown me this month how he takes care of everything. He is so faithful.


Can you believe the beauty he gave us? I love sweet williams, and I am hoping to grow some.
I love flowers. They are so restful, and when all hope fades, and there is no water left, no room for their roots to grow, they simply fade, after the order of life they've been given. As God gives them sun, rain, nutrients, they grow. As he takes them away, they submit to his will with a beautiful peace. Okay, so "they're just flowers," but I think God has given us something to learn from everything he created for us.


My final grades came back, and I did very well. In every subject, (Psychology, English IIA, English IIB, Algebra IIB, Chemistry A and Spanish IA), except for Geometry A, I have an overall average of 100. In Geometry A I have an 89, because I made a 19 on my final exam.
I was extremely upset about it yesterday, and I cried for awhile. A lot of things all came down at once in about the space of 5 minutes, so I dealt with it. (Meaning, had a little breakdown, cried it out, prayed it out, then was fine.) I was tired for the rest of the day, though. And an overall 89 is NOT the end of the world.


I love impatiens, as well, and hope to get some very soon.

<3 Laura

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